NO OFFENCE.
life is like a movie. when you signed the contract, is like when you were born....and you either love your role or you hate it. then, there are those who see you in school, add u to their friends list although they never uttered a word to you. those people thought the movie is boring, so they don`t bother watching it or acting in it, but they want to watch the trailers. just urgh
then, when u get to school, you have to play the role you were assigned to. popular kid, unpopular kid. geek, jock, nerd, smart guy, etc. you don`t like it, but you have to stick with it for a long time.
then there are those people who ask if you are ``okay``...they don`t really wanna hear your answer, they just wanted to know that they asked.then, you are putting on another act, which is to plaster a smile on your face, and read the lines, although what you wanna say is ``i am not okay...``
then, if you work in a service industry, you had a bad day....just keep up the facade, read the lines, play the roles. service with smile. plaster a smile on your face, and greet customers. do your work well. do what is politically right.
in the movie, you signed the contract which may not have breaking down scenes, where you can cry for hours. so, when you sleep, you are so glad that you can remove the mask of competence, and the fake smile on your face.
so, when you get to take a break from acting is when you sleep. so you let your true emotions show and you cry yourself to sleep.
sometimes, we are so sick of playing the role that we have, that we break down in front of others, wishing we could have another role to play. but the movie still has to go on, so does life. so you continue with filming, hoping that you will make it through another day. and you make it through.
maybe you may actually get lucky, and you get to play another role, the straight-A student, the popular kid. maybe they get sick of their roles and may actually want to exchange them with you.
sometimes, people try to help you with your role, cut you some slack, give u the lines, help you remember them. but its no good, you can`t remember the real you, and the role you are playing.
sometimes, people may offer you a bun when you`re hungry, but you reject them, which means you are pushing them away from u. and you have to continue this darned act.
don`t ask me when the movie finishes, you don`t wanna know the answer.
Are u optimistic?
Wierd?
Intuitive?
Anythin abt yourself.
- My Adores -
Chocolate?
Or maybe Vanilla?
Scented Candles?
Long walks at the beach perhaps?
- My Detests -
spoil brats perhaps?
or backstabbers?
maybe clowns?
why not cockroaches
- My Playlist -
Songs stuck in ur brain.
- The Conversations -