there is a dark cloud hanging over my head now and its not gonna disappear for a long time....my miserable life, my miserable fucked up life, my miserable, messed up, fucked up life. sometimes, you make mistakes but some mistakes are too expensive and irreversible. permanent damage. i didn`t check the last page of my french test. yea, i could have put in more effort for some modules. but for the french test, all the students were rushing out.....i mean, u rush out only if the last page does not have some complicated stuff or it does not even have a single damn thing!!!!
i think its largely passable, but grr.....passing a module affects ur final gpa badly as well!!!!
and curry is the spicy food, great for this kind of days.....when you need it!!!!devil comfort food.....
just dunk it down......
and as much as i want to be sympathetic, i can`t when it comes to some events....
i don`t need to hear how i can be your fling, since your ex-girlfriend jilted you. i am not trash, to be thrown away. if you think this way, you are my wadded tissue paper which i can dispose of.
i am sick and tired of flings. i have self-worth, unlike you. girls are not some kind of plaything you dump. or maybe,girls are not. u want me to be your plaything. but i am not your toy. and no, you can`t put a price on me....i am just priceless or worthless or whatever, but not your plaything. seriously, give me a break. sick of r/s as well. unless the fling is the type which cannot become a r/s although u are nice and cool and hot and all....i was immature and playful, but now, i am not gonna play with anyone`s feelings or let anyone play with mine.
and people not replying my messages.....thats a major bugbear.....
as much as i am mad.....grr....i would like to know the truth......like all my modules will be fine....and no, the last page did not have any damn thing!
actually i asked my partner and she said she didn`t check, and she said don`t scare me....well, i hope i am not scared as well. but i am worried as hell and trying to stay optimistic. but i am failing badly in this aspect.
and there is this great job opportunity....and church events are happening around the same time as the exam period....
Are u optimistic?
Wierd?
Intuitive?
Anythin abt yourself.
- My Adores -
Chocolate?
Or maybe Vanilla?
Scented Candles?
Long walks at the beach perhaps?
- My Detests -
spoil brats perhaps?
or backstabbers?
maybe clowns?
why not cockroaches
- My Playlist -
Songs stuck in ur brain.
- The Conversations -