came across a website about overseas education.....almost felt sad again....>< the thing is, i never wanted to get into the top 5 JCs, or even the good ones. just wanted to go overseas to study.....so, it has been so different, because i think i never achieved my dream....><
also, before i even thought about entering a jc, i started hating on general paper, chinese, project work, and the other compulsory subjects. and its stupid, when my mum thought maybe, chinese studies is a good option. yea, i met the criteria, of a minimum of A2. but its stupid to take this subject just because of this....and i have a long-standing feud with chinese. and i don't like the fact that ALOT OF chinese celebrities are so proud of being chinese, yet they take great lengths to get caucasian like features. A LOT, NOT ALL, MIND YOU. BUT ITS BAD ENOUGH.AND FROM EXPERIENCE, I KNOW THAT I MET THE CRITERIA TO DO CERTAIN STUFF, TAKE CERTAIN SUBJECTS. BUT WHEN YOU ARE JUST BORDERLINE, ITS VERY DIFFICULT. AND I END UP DOING BADLY AND COPING BADLY.....OKAY, I TOOK HIGHER CHINESE IN PRIMARY 4? DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT...TOOK SCIENCE STREAM IN SEC SCH....DOING POLY COURSE NOW....BUT IT JUST GOES TO SHOW....ITS MUCH SAFER TO EXCEED THE MIN REQUIREMENT.
IE. LAW DIPLOMA CRITERIA, ENGLISH MINIMUM B4....I GOT A2... its better than chinese minimum criteria A2, AND I GOT A2....at least i know that it wouldn't be so stressful. poly is stressful cause' i just met the criteria. stupid me, never learn my lessons.
and my mum is ridiculous. if i cannot take higher chinese in secondary school and i didn't take chinese literature(i met the requirement for chinese literature)......and SCORE A1? WHAT makes her think my chinese is good enough to handle chinese studies, which is not about china's history, but rather, CHINESE LANGUAGE AT A VERY PROFOUND LEVEL. YES, I AM STILL HATING ON CHINESE. AND YOU CAN CALL ME A WHORE ETC.
actually, i thought that computing at a level is better, although its H2, it may be difficult. but it will be the one subject which i am willing to fight for....and many higher-end jcs don't offer it.
and sometimes, there are teachers who cannot offer much help....seriously,i'm better off as a private candidate.....
to be continued....
okay, this is to be continued....
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Chocolate?
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Scented Candles?
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maybe clowns?
why not cockroaches
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