its seriously pissing me off!!!well...the posting on forums....got flamed and trolled...>< but anyway, let`s see whose results are that bad!
so....does it piss you off, when people do not know how to behave, or understand communication in non-verbal ways?
ie. when you are ill, u would know what to do....would u be in close proximity with another person? would u want to pass illnesses to other people?
ie. u want help, yes, people will give u help....but people have their own problems, and how many times u expect them to help u? u brought the problem upon yourself, and now u expect others to dig u out? simple. just don`t do it....just ranting here....ie. if u get into university, would u....
sometimes, asking people for help is ok, but it gets too much, when you do not learn how to fly....
and if u keep getting help, and u do not learn how to fly, u will become like a crippled bird....
so far, language and arts-based subjects are good for me, because i learnt how to fly....
science and maths are still problematic despite being out of the system already.....because even when i get B3, deep down, i am like a crippled bird.....cause' i think i need to slowly learn how to fly and twist my brain....which is lacking.....but there has to be chances, chances to prove ourselves, despite the vast possibility of failure....also, i think i don't have a lot of interest in maths, but IT may change it......for science, arrgh...its abstract....and sometimes going through thick books frightens me....
i am complaining, because, i think i lost count....was it one, two, three? or four? or maybe it was ten.....but it has to stop....because it is bad for you, as well as the person who helps u...the person does it at the expense of his studies, whereas u never learn how to fly....
and come on, why flame me when u don't know what i have been through?
i was developmentally slower as a baby, supposedly, i was born with very very very poor eyesight.....i had a weak constitution.....and now, i think problems still exist....i fall sick too easily......my eyesight is poor....and of course, i think i am stupid....if i study some more, my eyesight may seriously just worsen to the extent of incurability......and i don't know if i can persist till the end......because everyone is limited by intelligence.....sometimes, hard work cannot compensate for intelligence. and everyone has an excuse for not doing well....but if people want to comment about me, they would go:''she is just stupid....'''very irritating to have a mum who says that i am not that academically-inclined, yet, could i compare to those who cannot study and they are very good at hands-on?
ban tong shui.....
grr.....its either one or the other....
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