A Black & White Movie

WITH REGARDS TO LOOKS:
SERIOUSLY, DON'T ACT AS IF I EVEN WANTED U IN THE FIRST PLACE.....GUYS LIKE U ARE MOST DISGUSTING.....TALKING ABOUT PEOPLE NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH/BADMOUTHING PEOPLE. EVEN IF ALL THE GUYS IN THE WORLD DIED, I WOULDN'T EVEN BOTHER ABOUT U. AND PLS, U ARE NOT ANY BETTER THAN ME, U ARE WORSE OFF THAN ME, OR U WOULD BE TOO BUSY ENTERTAINING THE SUPER-ELIGIBLE GIRLS TO BOTHER BADMOUTHING ME. AND WHY I DON'T BOTHER BADMOUTHING ABOUT U AS MUCH AS U DO, ALTHOUGH I STILL RANT A BIT ABOUT U? BECAUSE I KNOW THAT AT LEAST I AM BETTER THAN U. AND THERE ARE MORE ELIGIBLE PEOPLE. AND I HAVE OFFERS......
MODELLING, LINGERIE, SOCIAL ESCORT, GOOD DEALS FOR JOBS......
PART TIME JOB 9 BUCKS PER HR.....
AND PEOPLE NICER THAN U....AND BETTER THAN U IN EVERY ASPECT. AND MUCH KINDER PEOPLE AS WELL. I JUST WANT TO GET AWAY QUICKER FROM U THAN U WANT TO GET AWAY FROM ME. AND I WON'T ENTERTAIN JEERS LIKE:'' R/S STATUS? STILL SINGLE?'' OR '' ARE U SURE, THAT GUY MUST BE BLIND....'' AND ''LONELY AND DESPO''....CAUSE' I KNOW WHERE I STAND, AND I KNOW MYSELF BETTER THAN U.
TRIP TO CAMBODIA......
seriously, i think it is very disheartening to see some idiotic bastards liking to badmouth and ostracise.....i think, in this world, i am very unlucky to be made their target, or at least what i think.....seriously, i wish they would STFU. and what's more, its a trip to cambodia, and we are all supposed to embody and exemplify the good traits and values. what happened to that? name-calling, labelling.....using the word:''retarded'', commenting on appearance and stuff......seriously, i had enough.....i am sick of this, and knowing that this is an inescapable thing, ie. there are others out there, u may change classes, group, or if u are working, change company etc, there are still there. and they are out to target......and i wish that my ears weren't quite so sharp. and although the name isn't exactly mentioned, i am not oblivious to my surroundings, i know the badmouthing thing.....there are many kinds of people, but there are predominantly two kinds:
1. hang out with u- do not badmouth about u
2. do not hang out with u, may actually hang out with u for special reasons-badmouth about u like practically all the time....AND ITS CATHARSIS TO BADMOUTH ABOUT THESE PEOPLE....FOR EVERY NEGATIVE REMARK THEY MAKE ABOUT U,U MAKE ONE ABOUT THEM....ITS A NEVER-ENDING VICIOUS CYCLE, AND NO, I DON'T WANT TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT SERIOUSLY. I CALL THEM MOTHERFUCKERS LOUD AND CLEAR, IF THEY HAD BADMOUTHED ME. FIRST OF ALL, I DON'T LIKE THE OBNOXIOUS TALKING. SO WHAT IF I SAY STUPID STUFF? ITS MY MOUTH. AND U CAN'T BEAR WITH ME, SO I CAN'T BEAR WITH U EITHER.
AND WHAT'S MORE, U ARE NOT MY TEACHER, MY SIBLING, MY EMPLOYER, MY CO-WORKERS, MY PROJECTT MATES. U ARE NOT MY FRIEND WHO IS FORCED TO BEFRIEND ME. U ARE NOT EVEN A STRANGER TO ME, JUST SOME INSIGINIFICANT PERSON WHO WANTS YOUR NAME TO BE HEARD....MAYBE BY BADMOUTHING ME, FINE, I WILL JUST AIR MY GRIEVANCES HERE....AND LET PEOPLE KNOW THAT I AM WRITING ABOUT U......OR ANYONE WHO WOULD BE REALLY AFFECTED BY MY ACTIONS. IF MY COMMENTS ABOUT VERY SIMPLE, STUPID AND SUPERFICIAL STUFF HAS AFFECTED UR QUALITY OF SLEEP, I WILL KEEP ON DOING IT.....U TRY TO STOP ME, I WILL RETAILATE. SOMETIMES, MAYBE U ARE NOT EVEN ASSIGNED TO WORK WITH ME.....AND THERE ARE A LOT MORE THINGS I CAN BADMOUTH ABOUT U, CAUSE' U JUST SEEM TO HAVE MORE IDIOTIC, SUPERFICIAL AND SIMPLE STUFF TO TALK ABOUT.....EVEN THE MOST RANDOM ISSUE. AND BY BADMOUTHING PEOPLE/MAKING SOMEONE YOUR TARGET, U JUST DID THAT. I DON'T WANT TO REVEAL YOUR NAME, BUT HOPEFULLY SOMEDAY,SOME WILL SEE HOW SHALLOW AND IDIOTIC YOU ARE.
sometimes, its like STFU. THEY HAVE THE MOUTH. BUT THEY DO NOT KNOW A PERSON, AND THEY JUDGE A PERSON BASED ON IMPRESSIONS. FINE, THERE IS NO POINT DWELLING ON THIS, BUT ITS GOOD TO RANT. AND ALTHOUGH ''BAD INCIDENTS ARE IN THE PAST'', THERE ARE MORE TO COME.....AND THATS WHY I FIND IT VERY DIFFICULT TO BE POSITIVE. AND AS FOR RELIGION, I THINK ITS EITHER CHRISTIANITY OR ATHEISM FOR ME.....BUT WITH REGARDS TO THIS, I REALLY FEEL THAT THERE ARE ALWAYS UNRESOLVED ISSUES, AND UNLESS THOSE ISSUES ARE RESOLVED, ITS FUCKING HARD.
ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, THE REST IS OKAY, I GUESS. NICE KIDS, MOST OF THEM....LEARNT ABOUT GIVING AND HELPING OTHERS. FINE, IF PEOPLE WANT TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH THOSE BASTARDS, BECAUSE, THEY ARE NOT GOING TO BRING ME DOWN ANYWAY. 10 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD, MY SUCCESS WILL NOT DEPEND ON THEM, NEITHER WILL MY FAILURES DEPEND ON THEM. IF I BECOME SUCCESSFUL, WELL AND GOOD. BUT ITS RIDICULOUS, SHOULD SUCH PEOPLE BECOME SUCCESSFUL. BUT, SHOULD I BECOME SUCCESSFUL IN A FAMOUS WAY, THE BADMOUTHING HAD BETTER STOP. ONE WORD AND I WILL TAKE ACTION FOR SLANDER OR LIBEL.AND THEIR NAMES WILL GO DOWN IN FLAMES, AND THEIR REPUTATION WOULD BE RUINED, NOT MINE. WELL, I AM DONE RANTING.....AND I THINK I HAVE SAID ENOUGH.

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