thankfully, i have never fallen for someone, albeit with unrequited feelings.....except for 2 occasions, one was a teacher, and another was ben ben. but i decided that it is not worth thinking about these things, as it can be very depressing. and i was thinking of those who would be nicer, who would really be a good bf due to the romantic interest...and i guess, those were requests..its good to be loved, but not good to love someone and have the person not return ur love. haven't been to sgc club forums for a long time, and the posts were quite shocking....18 y/o guy, ran away from home, staying at lan cafe, needing a place to stay desperately.....epic. seriously, man up!!!!if i ran away from home, i would definitely do some research and try to earn some money, to get a place to stay and manage my expenses, so that i could at least have a roof over my head and some food. but i still think that, it is very silly.....
and i also saw the post by mingyong24 sgc forums.....
i seriously feel that he has no shame.....and he keeps garnering attention for himself.
i used to feel as despo and lonely as him......and derogatory comments often made me feel even more depressed and kind of inferior?
but i decided that, things had to change.
so i decided to act less ''stupid'', maybe change my dressing and appearance, be more sociable.....okay, fine, i am still as stupid and ugly and hopeless as ever. but the feelings aren't so strong now.....
right now, i feel that a bf is not a necessity.....and i won't need to resort to these tactics, to attract a girl. when the person comes, he/she will come.
seriously, he should go through the proper channels or something. go on dating events, parties, join a community club activity or something. that would be healthier. not forgetting, charity work/community service.
Are u optimistic?
Wierd?
Intuitive?
Anythin abt yourself.
- My Adores -
Chocolate?
Or maybe Vanilla?
Scented Candles?
Long walks at the beach perhaps?
- My Detests -
spoil brats perhaps?
or backstabbers?
maybe clowns?
why not cockroaches
- My Playlist -
Songs stuck in ur brain.
- The Conversations -