when a co-worker asked me if i am happy studying in a polytechnic, i didn't know what to say....so i said yes....because, the thing is, i don't like a lot of the people who went on the cambodia trip, but, i like the kids. i don't like it when i cannot get along or befriend my classmates, but i like it when i socialise with some friends who take different disclipines. i am happy at work, when customers are satisfied, or when i get to learn new stuff, which shows that i am not too slow....however, i am not happy when i feel undervalued.....and i cannot seem to take my relationship with my co-workers to the next level which is friendship.
because there are 5 situations where people are not really ur friends:
1. they only want ur help for homework, they don't ask u to hang out with them and have fun
2. they are ur co-workers or ur boss or ur superiors, and they don't have something in common or find u boring(however, they are nice to u)
3.they preach religion to u, but don't show that they enjoy your company
4. they are looking for a relationship with u, and if u don't date them, or become their gf, then, they will never really befriend u
5. they have an ulterior motive, like they hang out with u, because u hang out with ur friend, and they like ur friend, or they want to see u get drunk and laugh at u. or they just hang out with u because they have nobody to hang out with. these kind of non-friends better not exist, and i don't bother to entertain them.
***i would be more than happy to entertain customers instead.
i don't like to be a slow learner, and sometimes, if i want to learn fast, i really think i can do it...because doing the same thing all the time is boring, and people get fed-up sometimes.....but of course, no offence. i think, its okay for others to be slow....u can form ur own opinion.if its maths, slow will do. but for service industry, i try not to be too slow, must at least know how to take orders, or i can't really help to expedite the service during busy periods. thats why, sometimes, when i don't know something in school, i am afraid to ask. i either figure it myself or ask for help elsewhere. or i ask once after lessons.
ps. i cannot stand it when teenage boys or grown men cry....it gives me mixed feelings.....because i feel like comforting the person and lending a shoulder for them to cry on, yet another part of me feels like laughing....UNLESS, they cry over something of grave importance, or something major. not minor things. i mean, i try not to cry over trivial things. my heart is hardened. i think, no use crying over spilt milk. no offence. MAYBE its okay if they cry, but hopefully, not in front of me....
Are u optimistic?
Wierd?
Intuitive?
Anythin abt yourself.
- My Adores -
Chocolate?
Or maybe Vanilla?
Scented Candles?
Long walks at the beach perhaps?
- My Detests -
spoil brats perhaps?
or backstabbers?
maybe clowns?
why not cockroaches
- My Playlist -
Songs stuck in ur brain.
- The Conversations -