TODAY, i have so many things to talk about!!!!
so, i think i saw ben ben on the train, on the way to mbs. and why i call him ben ben? not because i think he is dumb, but i think, he didn't like me at all....and then, a month later, he came to look for me....and my feelings died.....and now, he is trying to stir up the feelings and re-ignite my liking for him.....
and talking about unrequited feelings, i think i have 4 crushes on 4 guys.....2 from the banquet wedding dinner, one of them talked to me and asked me to work in the hotel again.....and the other kept helping me during the banquet wedding dinner...so glad that i didn't screw it up!!!!no VIP table, i can serve!!!yay....i know what to do!!!!he helped me cut the fish and stuff....and i think he is very nice, but as a colleague for a day:(
and there are two guys from current workplace, from same ex-school and same current school....i like them....kind of....but one of them has a gf....so i will stop liking them...anyway, i know i should not like them at all.....
its quite sad, cause' at one restaurant, a male manager used his fork with his saliva to offer me a piece of chicken....and i liked him a lot....then i realised he had a gf....why must i like/love ben ben? why can't i just go for a guy in the poly who asked me to join a dance cca and dance with him? or the guy who is super-nice to me, one year older, whom i met at the freshman dance party....? to think that i liked a teacher before.....
and today, i think i saw an internet friend from the UK....basically i had chatted online with him before....when i was 13....then, we played tribalwars tgt and we also added each other on fb...i thought he was quite macho then....so, i liked his ''single'' status....and he deleted me as a friend....but i saw his photos....and the gaze he gave me when i was clearing the food was deep and penetrating. ps. he came with his family....somehow, maybe he visited the restaurant by chance? or he managed to find it?
i can finally call myself a fully-fledged waitress!!!!cause' i was busy with other stuffs....so i started work at this restaurant 2 days ago.....and i worked for 1 day, so today is the 2nd day, but according to the manager, it is my 1st day because yesterday was only half-a day.....so i was so freaking fed up....cause' i felt bored.....with doing the same things....so i wanted to take orders....so they let me do it.....they said they had no time to teach me....grr....i have experience, of course, if i needed so much coaching, i would be hopeless....sometimes, i wonder if i am important....i do not need to be indispensible....but why are they hiring new staff when it seems like the old staff can manage? nowadays, my pay is from 7 bucks to 9 bucks.....
my appetite for spicy food is getting bigger, and i want spicier food....likewise, my appetite for higher pay is getting bigger.
so i applied for this job, about helping to teach kids. 17 bucks per hr....abt 50 bucks for 3 hrs.....sadly, the person told me that i should apply next year...i sent in a good resume, since i had teaching experience....i was shortlisted...but because of my age, they said that i should call them again...sigh.....
i am glad, but not so glad...
as for french, a lot of people talked about french 101....i think its a walk in the park, compared to o level japanese which my cousin is taking....or if i were to take o level french...also, i think it is easier than amaths etc. anyway, i asked my co-workers, and they either said: amaths is difficult, japanese 101 is difficult(elective/FEP), OR BOTH ARE DIFFICULT!!!
c'mon, its a walk in the park!!!
and by switching the subjects/electives i study, what i am acquiring is the ability to learn and absorb new things quickly, rather than retaining knowledge about a particular subject eg. science....
hiaz...then the boys said that i went to a good class...but so what?
ps. from science to commerce....
english and chinese to french--> i think my chinese and english standard cannot go any higher....ps. my standard of proficiency in both languages is getting rusty, pls pardon me!!!
waitressing in different environments....different jobs.....
Are u optimistic?
Wierd?
Intuitive?
Anythin abt yourself.
- My Adores -
Chocolate?
Or maybe Vanilla?
Scented Candles?
Long walks at the beach perhaps?
- My Detests -
spoil brats perhaps?
or backstabbers?
maybe clowns?
why not cockroaches
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