fuck it. the person u see right now is not hardworking hard-core mugger girl, or goody-2-shoes....
but i really wish that someone would be there to say that i am the hard-core mugger jc type, or the project work and hands-on girl...and that person should not be my mum....i wish there is a fortune teller to predict my future...because people who choose JC or poly may be doing well or doing badly....and the tables can be turned and the cards flipped...question: but are u able to do that? make the odds in your favour?...but there is always this 3 years MI option, which was suggested.....in that case, i rather go to poly.....cause` in poly, they say its damn slack, only if u aim to pass.....if u aim to get A, it is fucking hard.....depends on peer appraisal, and grades are fucking unpredictible, like the stock market.
every test counts....no last min-adrenaline rush......u have to get borderline As for all ur tests to get A for just one module....or a FULL OUT A to cover up those Bs and Cs....i don't know why i even publicise my blog....so that he would understand maybe? but how did a fling become a one year wait? he said he would not intro me to his parents.....and obviously, he has changed again, like the changing tides of the storms and winds and waves.....said that he would not curse or swear......ever again? back to cursing and swearing....plus a lot of horrid stuff....
ps. a friend/acquaintance/some random person whom i cannot remember said that his/her friend appealed to nyjc and got in.......but what's the point seriously?
if you cannot peform?
and i am still complaining about the 2 hour breaks.......and as usual, the long journey from home to school.....not because of anything, but it is hardly-productive....if the time was well-spent on productive things, i would not complain....no time for shopping.
no resources for studying....so noisy, even in the library....and it is sickening, because for people in their respective industries, they would boast about how good it is/rant about how bad it is.....if u boast about ur industry, and another person says ur industry is bad, and vice versa, who to believe? posting a fucking rosy picture of the school all the time....whenever there is an open-house for any school. for fuck's sake....ooh, study and play, oh, good facilities.....the only really happy people are the people who got what they really want......no blindfolds, no deception....pure passion and dedication for their job....but if u are a celebrity and u loathe ur job, pls get the fuck out of this industry....so many people wanna become celebrities....because if u excel, the money is good....but behind the scenes, there is bitching and backstabbing, and all sorts of sexual stuff....and the unwanted attention. but please, u do it for the money all the time. people would do anything for money....
Are u optimistic?
Wierd?
Intuitive?
Anythin abt yourself.
- My Adores -
Chocolate?
Or maybe Vanilla?
Scented Candles?
Long walks at the beach perhaps?
- My Detests -
spoil brats perhaps?
or backstabbers?
maybe clowns?
why not cockroaches
- My Playlist -
Songs stuck in ur brain.
- The Conversations -