today, i declare that i am fucking stressed again!!!! i know that my chances of failing an essay are like, zero....to 1% at most......totally cannot remember failing any english writing comprehension test in sec school? maybe i did. maybe i didn't....but the chances are so sporadic.....and yes, it is very painful to write long essays, but somehow i always survive.....
in poly, i got consistent As for essay writing.....for business comm....
and usually in sec school, i got A for oral......
but now, this diploma, is totally a pain in the ass, given that it does not have to do with creative writing....
u may get the writer's block, but u can always crap something out if you are good.
all modules sucky.....
for people, its the opposite. they may end up taking french 101 as a compulsory module....okay, maybe its speaking, thats why they have problems....
i LITERALLY breezed through 101.....
okay, let me look objectively at my tests:
okay, for dss, maybe i didn't type fast enough, and my concepts weren't that good.
but at least, i managed to save myself a bit here and there.....
i can do a good portion of the qns.....
wasted marks....wtf....when i realised, i could do better. i didn't hand in a blank piece. majority was filled up, save for some things that i didn't know.....
and the computer had some weird problems.....
french 102 test 1 was like...erm.....
for the listening part, i totally could not catch it....but filled in whatever crap i could fill in.....
hopefully i pass my oral...i wasn't speechless, i could talk in sentences, but it was kind of choppy, not very fluent and i didn't pronounce well....cause' my mum scolded me and said that i am dylexic.....
anyway, my tongue is really stiff.
for essay, i wrote slightly more than 100 words, which was the requirement....and it seemed pretty smooth......
for the fill-in-the blanks.....hopefully, i get about half to majority to full marks.....
i am confident for section 1.at least half to majority....
not sure about section 2 and 3......but i think its about half to majority.....
omg, i realised i should have done better for the oral.....
but if i have a borderline fail, maybe i will continue.
in any case, if the marks cannot be recovered, to ensure a pass, then maybe i will just give up...lol, the teacher said try harder. and she said that i cannot have the ''i don't care attitude''.....
but i don't enjoy poly life seriously....
french is fun when u know what to do and what to expect.....
but i guess the lecturers may actually help u if u are willing.....
omg, i think i saw lovelorn guy on the train today....
with tattoos snaking across his chest and down his leg.....
i think tattoos are cool, but he does not feel like the same person anymore....
well, u will never really know a person......
for tax, i did not leave blanks or feel that i could not do anything....
just filled in whatever i could.....
just hope its right......omg, but i put ''less'' reliefs for example....and i did deduct the reliefs, but i never put brackets....and due to lack of time, my workings were not concise, answers correct, supposedly.....and i just wrote tax exempt and drew an arrow snaking across the paper.....its fucking saddening....that poly feels stressful for me......
that means that i cannot handle anything....wtf.
what the hell...
without fail, i always feel like i am going to pop.
when an exam paper for tax is easy, people will tend to do better than me.....
but i guess, when the paper for chinese was really easy, i scored the highest in class.....and broke my record, at 62/70 marks....
relieve the terrible old days mixed with good ol' memories.....
Are u optimistic?
Wierd?
Intuitive?
Anythin abt yourself.
- My Adores -
Chocolate?
Or maybe Vanilla?
Scented Candles?
Long walks at the beach perhaps?
- My Detests -
spoil brats perhaps?
or backstabbers?
maybe clowns?
why not cockroaches
- My Playlist -
Songs stuck in ur brain.
- The Conversations -