seriously, i am like wtf~....since that boy thinks i am retarded and ugly, and i think he is retarded and ugly as well, what is there to talk about?
sigh, my voice is totally shot....after a long week, i still haven't recovered from that sore throat....so i think its a waste of time to join that competition, so i didn't even bother to turn up...doubt that mum will sign the consent form anyway, and i won't even get chosen....right now, i can only sing rihanna and contralto songs.. or disco songs.....no more whitney or celine....or mariah....wait, i still can....except that it comes out very hoarse and strained....and i am still quite squeaky....but my chinese got better when it comes to pronouncing words....
and i cannot join the school competition, because, i will get ridiculed and possibly laughed at....
the point is, i may never get selected for the finals of any competition, but the point is, i improve along the way and keep trying....my success rates for interviews such as scholarships and school trips and other important appointments used to be much lower....now my success rate for interviews and stuff is much higher!!!!
because i seriously loathe studying.....and if i loathe studying, i must find a talent elsewhere!!!!i simply cannot stand people who detest studying, yet they have no other paths to choose....and they keep complaining......ps. to get rich is to study till the highest level that you can go, or become a famous showbiz star.....or set up a business....or invest in property....but it is not so easy to set up a business or invest in property, cause' u need capital....sigh~.....i think i will be miserable and poor for my whole life....
speaking of showbiz, there is someone who proclaims to be a famous superstar and can't sing very well and always does silly moves and gestures which attract attention....and earns a lot of money....sometimes, i wonder if i am an misanthrophist.....or maybe i just hate the people who made my life miserable.....
cause' i thought maybe i hate those guys who teased me.....no wait, i hate those girls for gossiping about me....no wait, i hate them for ganging up against me....
okay....but i really like those who were nice to me ,tattoo or no tattoo...piercing or no piercing.....cause' i don't owe anyone shit....i don't get paid to get anyone's shit.....
cause' only at my workplace, i probably don't mind if you are a customer and badmouth about me....
ps. feel like getting more piercings and tattoos, seriously......MAYBE ON MY EAR, ON MY BELLY AGAIN, NEAR TO THE ORIGINAL BELLY PIERCING....MAYBE TATTOO ON MY WAIST AREA? FEEL LIKE HAVING SOME CELTIC KNOTS OR SOMETHING...AROUND MY WRIST....BUT MUM WILL SCREAM THE HOUSE DOWN!!!SO NO.....
cannot resist the temptation....
and the novelty of some subjects fade after a while....hopefully, the novelty of french does not fade....
speaking of kissing, i will never kiss again...after i got bitten....accidentally....but i will never blame the guy....
also, its stupid to ask about pregnancy etc.! i mean, i have this navel piercing, so i can never get pregnant, or my navel piercing will be ruptured....or i have to get a pregnancy belly ring, but those are hard to find, haha!
and moreover, i cannot stand it when i see fathers who look extremely young, around 19-23 years old....i am like, u sure, u won't flirt with other young girls? can u take care of your child?
can you change a diaper? and people who do not rebel early in life, may rebel much later in life, which may be known as a mid-life crisis.....arrgh, thinking of this, makes me very certain that i never want to get married!!!!
and that boy can text me instead of stalking me....i HOPED HE WOULD STOP STALKING ME!!!!CAUSE' WE ARE OVER, AND I WANTED TO FORGET HIM....AND ANYWAY HE THINKS THIS WAY OF ME....AND HIS PERSONALITY HAS CHANGED!!!!OR I NEVER KNEW HIM!!!AND I THOUGHT I PRAYING WORKS...BUT HE IS STILL THERE.....
recently, a relative has been in hospital....hope she gets well soon....
and yes, some kids are really cute.....some are very nice....makes me tempted to talk to them even more...aside from CIP..also, i saw some babies at the nursery.....but i think, maybe, i don't mind taking care of other people's children...but no, i am not gonna have kids seriously....
Are u optimistic?
Wierd?
Intuitive?
Anythin abt yourself.
- My Adores -
Chocolate?
Or maybe Vanilla?
Scented Candles?
Long walks at the beach perhaps?
- My Detests -
spoil brats perhaps?
or backstabbers?
maybe clowns?
why not cockroaches
- My Playlist -
Songs stuck in ur brain.
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