i feel so crippled and burdened.....i have faced a lot of setbacks, u know its not just u....if u really know what happened in my life, u will know that it sucks....
i am trying not to let the bad memories, or the bad past haunt me....i am trying in a desperate bid to wipe it all away.....
the good memories are there to stay.....
2013 sucks....yea, it does....i hate turning older, and knowing that my celebration is non-descript at best.....
maybe when the french test answers come out, i may feel happier or get more depressed.....
well, i seriously do not blame her anymore....anyway, i never helped her, why should i expect her to be my partner for oral conversation?
i don't give a shit, don't talk to me.....
i have to carry the bullshit of whatever i faced.....
if i want to start anew, join showbiz, i know the jeers and the criticism will never be far behind....when can i escape from this?
and i don't want anybody to just say stuff about me, just because they can....i hate it seriously....
cause' i am not the person u thought i was.....
i am just a person with my own mind and thoughts.....whether i am incompetent
or ugly is none of your business...
as long as we are not together......
and u don't have to put up with me.....
yea,a restaurant asked me to come back and work....
mentioned it a lot of times already....
but i feel that i cannot be competent.....i cannot keep up......so what if my pay increases?
the job becomes more difficult.....
thats it, i am going to sing my heart out, and all u can do is judge my singing, nothing else.
i am thankful for those who are helpful n have helped me, but i don't want to be weak n i want to have a fighting chance.....somehow, i just want to start anew, for all the things i have done wrong....
Are u optimistic?
Wierd?
Intuitive?
Anythin abt yourself.
- My Adores -
Chocolate?
Or maybe Vanilla?
Scented Candles?
Long walks at the beach perhaps?
- My Detests -
spoil brats perhaps?
or backstabbers?
maybe clowns?
why not cockroaches
- My Playlist -
Songs stuck in ur brain.
- The Conversations -